Hello my loves, I’m sorry I’m so late with this post! The last days were crazy. I spent my last days in Uruguay with my love, traveled 26 hours back to Switzerland and university has finally started! Of course I’m going to elaborate on everything in another blogpost, for now I just want to share the pictures of the second week with you :)
Also, thank you so much for your lovely feedback to my last post! You make me so happy. Seriously, you are the best. I’m sending you huge hugs from Switzerland <3
As always when trying something new, there’s a lot to improve. I definitely gotta work on my composition when it comes to photos in a more casual style.
Anyways, this weekend felt like mini holidays (I know, technically I’ve been having holidays for two months, but it’s not the same) and it was amazing to get out of the city for a while.
It’s been raining all day, so here’s fittingly a moody indoor shot.
Today was a good day. I woke up to some lovely comments and messages, had a shoot in the morning, finished reading a novel set in Myanmar and made a vegan vanilla pudding.
Time passes way too quickly, my last week in Uruguay has started.
Another grey, rainy day in Montevideo. It affects my mood; I’d like to spend all day in bed and avoid seeing anybody.
But I have two shoots planned, so I have to go out and meet people. I’m in high spirits when I return; sometimes it’s good being forced to do something you’d rather avoid.
Definitely didn’t feel like taking another photo of myself today, but well. I tried to take a more close-up portrait to do something different and failed. It’s definitely going to be an outdoor photo tomorrow, can’t see myself in front of a white wall anymore. :D
Late night McFlurrys, sleeping in, having Chinese food I dearly missed for lunch, binge-watching Homeland.. I’m enjoying the last few days with my love to the fullest.
Sometimes you can’t help but feel incredibly lost. You have loved ones all over the world, never united; you’re home at several places and have to choose one over the other all the time.
You deal with it by enjoying the present, living in the moment. Focus on the people you’re with, the place that surrounds you. Not wishing for something else because you’re blessed with everything you’ve got.
But at times it’s not possible. Something happens and your mind slips away from the present and the place where you are, wandering off somewhere far away. Thinking of moments long gone or events that have yet to happen. You lose the connection to the people around you. YOU are lost.
You feel like the loneliest person on Earth even though you know you have no reason to.
My love chose this photo. I’d have preferred a different one since my smile doesn’t look too photogenic here, but he said he likes it because it’s real and not staged and perfect. Hearing that made me love him even more. I’m so glad he embraces me the way I am, with all my imperfections.
We returned to Mercedes for the weekend. Time’s running and all I want to do is feel his arms around me and hold him tight.